The worst kind of pain

Heartbreak is by far the worst kind of pain. It's that feeling when adrenaline shoots through your veins but your legs numb up, and you can't feel anything but your blood pumping fast. Than you feel nothing. Nothing at all, and you walk away in a daze, unable to think strait, and you know its better that way 'cause if you could, you would defiantly hurt yourself.
Than after the numbness fades away, you feel lonely. Lonely because no one knows the pain your going through, and if you told it to anyone you know you'd start to cry. You try and hold in those tears but the moment you know your alone you let out a coarse choke. You can't even cry because you know it will only hurt more if you cry. So you hold those tears in, and pull yourself in a ball and listen to the sound of the heater going off and back on.